For months after Mark’s death, I was drowning in grief, clinging to signs I thought he was sending me. 11:11, 10:10, 09:09. They gave me hope, a lifeline. But a stranger turned those signs into something more.
For six months, I drifted through my days like a ghost. My house, once warm and alive, felt like a hollow shell. Mornings began with the same question: “Why bother?” And by night, the only thought keeping me company was whether I’d cry less tomorrow. Spoiler alert: I never did.
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Even my cat, Whiskers, seemed done with me. He’d glance at me from across the room, tail flicking, before padding away as if to say, “You’re not fun anymore.” I couldn’t blame him.
I wasn’t fun. I was stuck in an endless fog of grief, unable to escape the shadow of losing my beloved husband, Mark.
Then, the signs began. The first was his clock on the bedside table. The time read 11:11.
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A coincidence, right?
But then there were the receipts.
Groceries? $10.10. Coffee? $12.12.
At first, I brushed it off. But it kept happening, like a puzzle waiting to be solved. Mark had always loved puzzles.
Is this him? Is he trying to reach me?
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“Pay attention,” I whispered to myself.
But is it real, or am I desperate to believe it is?
The moment that sent chills down my spine came one rainy afternoon as I was cleaning out our bookshelf. It was a pointless task, but it kept me busy.
That’s when I saw it. Scrawled on the inside cover of an old book was a date: “December 12.”
Our anniversary. My breath caught and my hand trembled.
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“This has to be him,” I muttered, clutching the book like it held answers.
What is he trying to tell me? And why now?
Jen was the only person who still listened to my endless talk about “signs.” She didn’t openly mock me, but her expression always said the same thing: “You’ve lost your mind.”
I could almost hear her thoughts each time: “Poor Laura, still clinging to these silly coincidences.”
And maybe she is right. But what if she isn’t? What if I am onto something?
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***
That morning, I headed to the café like usual. My routine was sacred—order a large latte, stare out the window, and pretend I wasn’t drowning in memories of Mark. I stepped up to the register, wallet in hand, when a man appeared beside me.
“Excuse me,” he said, flashing a quick smile. “I forgot my phone at home rushing for coffee. What time is it?”
I glanced at my phone. “9:09.”
OMG! It’s happening again!
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He chuckled. “Nice. That’s a beautiful number.”
I gave him a polite nod, trying to brush him off as I handed the cashier my card. But before I could step away, he spoke again.
“Let me get your coffee,” he offered, holding out his card instead.
“It’s fine,” I said quickly. “I’ve already paid.”
“Next time, then.”
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I grabbed my coffee and headed to my usual table by the window. The café was warm and buzzing, but I didn’t notice much. I just wanted a quiet moment to myself.
A few minutes later, the man showed up at my table, holding a small plate with a pastry on it. Without waiting for an invitation, he sat down across from me.
“For you,” he said, sliding the plate over. “I couldn’t buy your coffee, so I figured this would do.”
I hesitated. “You didn’t have to.”
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He leaned back. “I wanted to. I’m Dave, by the way.”
“Laura,” I said, unsure if I should thank him or tell him to leave.
“Funny thing. The total for this was 11.11. What are the odds?”
My heart skipped. That number again.
Dave tilted his head, studying me. “How about this: one more coincidence, and you agree to go on a date with me.”
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“What kind of coincidence?”
“Let’s test fate,” he said. “Write down what you had for dinner last night. I’ll ask someone in the café the same question. If it matches, it’s meant to be.”
I rolled my eyes but played along. “Fine. But only because I don’t think you can pull this off.”
I typed into my phone:
“Pepperoni pizza. Basil. Melted cheese.”
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Dave approached a woman nearby, chatting briefly before coming back with a napkin. He handed it to me, a smirk on his face. There were the exact words I had typed: “Pepperoni pizza. Basil. Melted cheese.”
I stared at the napkin, then at him. “What is this?”
“Fate.”
I didn’t know whether to laugh or call him crazy, but I scribbled my number on the napkin and handed it back. Maybe fate deserved a chance. I rushed home, ready to tell Jen everything. She had to admit that it couldn’t be a coincidence.
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***
The next day, I stood in front of my closet, staring blankly at rows of clothes that suddenly felt all wrong. My hands trembled as I reached for a blue dress I hadn’t worn in years. It felt ridiculous, like getting ready for a high school prom all over again.
Jen sat on the bed behind me, flipping through my shoes.
“This one’s cute,” she said, holding up a pair of beige heels.
“Look at you, nervous and giddy. I haven’t seen you like this in… well, forever.”
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I groaned, holding the dress up against myself. “Is it too much?”
She shook her head, grinning. “Not at all. But let’s talk about what’s really happening here. You believe this is fate, don’t you?”
I avoided her gaze, pretending to examine the fabric. “I don’t know.”
But in my heart, I knew she was right. It did feel like fate, or at least something close to it.
After what felt like hours of fretting, I was finally ready. Jen gave me a playful nudge as I grabbed my purse.
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“Relax,” she said. “It’s just a date.”
But it wasn’t “just a date.” It felt like a first step back into the world.
***
Dave greeted me at the café with an easy smile, and any lingering nerves melted away. The evening unfolded like a dream. He told me about his adventures, his knack for finding joy in little things, and his love for terrible puns. I rolled my eyes at some of his jokes, but I couldn’t stop smiling.
“You have a great laugh,” he said at one point, catching me off guard.
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I didn’t know how to respond, so I just sipped my coffee, feeling a blush creep up my cheeks.
I didn’t want the date to end. But Dave, ever the gentleman, called me a taxi and walked me to the curb.
The taxi pulled up, and Dave opened the door for me with a warm smile. “Thanks for tonight,” he said softly. “I had a great time.”
“Me too,” I replied, feeling my cheeks flush as I slid into the seat. “Really… thank you.”
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He gave a little wave as the car pulled away, and I leaned back against the seat, letting out a contented sigh. The evening was better than I’d dared to imagine. His jokes, his stories, the way he made me feel at ease… it was like a piece of my old self had been gently handed back to me.
I smiled to myself, thinking, “Maybe Jen was right. Maybe this is fate.”
I was just a few blocks from home when a sudden thought hit me like a bolt of lightning. My scarf. I touched my neck instinctively and groaned. “I left it at the café!”
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“Excuse me,” I called to the driver, leaning forward. “Can we turn around? I need to go back to the café.”
He glanced at me in the mirror but made the U-turn without a word. When I stepped out of the taxi, I saw him…
Through the window, I saw Dave sitting at the table where we’d been moments ago. But now he wasn’t alone. My breath hitched.
The woman from the café yesterday—the one who’d written on the napkin—was with him. They were talking in hushed tones.
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I stepped inside, grabbing my scarf from a nearby chair. My heart pounded as I approached them. Dave looked startled, his smile faltering. The woman, calm and composed, barely glanced at me.
“What’s going on?” I demanded. “Was this all some kind of game?”
Dave stood, hands raised as if to calm me. “Laura, I should have told you…”
The woman cut him off. “You need to tell her the truth.”
“Not now,” he snapped, his gaze locking with mine.
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My stomach churned. I wanted answers, but I didn’t want to hear them.
“I don’t have time for games, Dave,” I said coldly, turning toward the door.
“Laura, wait! You came alive today. That means more to me than the truth.”
I froze for just a second, but I didn’t turn around. Instead, I walked out into the night, my mind spinning.
What did he mean? How could he play with my feelings like this? And, worst of all, why did it make me question everything I thought I knew about the signs?
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***
I locked the door behind me and slumped onto the couch, tears stinging my eyes. My phone buzzed endlessly, but I ignored it, tossing it face-down on the coffee table. I felt hollow. The signs, the small sparks of hope I had clung to, at that moment, felt like a cruel joke.
By the time Jen’s texts began pouring in, I was too drained to care. The notifications blinked persistently, each one more insistent than the last. I ignored them until one finally caught my eye:
“This wasn’t meant to hurt you. You deserve happiness. Just let me explain.”
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I read it twice before sighing heavily.
Explain? What could she possibly say that would make this okay?
The next morning, I shuffled into the kitchen, still feeling raw. A knock at the door startled me. I hesitated but eventually cracked it open.
Jen stood there, holding two steaming cups of coffee and looking at me with wide, pleading eyes. “Can I come in?”
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I stepped aside without a word. We sat across from each other at the kitchen table. She slid one of the coffees toward me.
“When you told me about the signs,” she began, “I knew they gave you something to hold on to. But you were stuck, Laura. You wouldn’t take the next step, and I thought… maybe I could help.”
“Help? By lying to me?”
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“Do you really think Mark would’ve wanted this for you? But he’d want you to live, to be happy.”
I didn’t know what to say. Finally, I whispered, “It was wrong, Jen. Finally, I did feel alive.”
Jen smiled faintly, tears spilling over. “That’s all we wanted.”
Before she could say more, my phone buzzed on the table. It was a text from Dave.
“Dinner tomorrow? No games, just us. What do you say?”
“I’ll go,” I said, showing the message to Jen with a wide smile.
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